My rumblings

Over the years, I have evolved into....hmmm....how should I put
it...aloof/cold/unfeeling/jaded person. I have slowly became not to be so in-touch with
my surroundings. Slowly withdrawing myself from the outside. My care and concerns are only reserved to my friends and family.

Recently, felt a pang of sudden expectations and felt sad(resentment) when its not
met.Been a really long long long time since I have this feeling so much so that I have
forgotten these feelings. Effects of being too independent in the emotion department.
**ignore me...just rumbling...must be PMS-y**

I find its difficult to shout out my feelings in my blog coz too many of my friends
reading it. Most of the time I typed post on my feelings, i would dump it coz its too
personal to be publish. Lazy to start another blog for those.....